Do you have a first aid kit handy?

I'm incredibly sorry for my lack of updates. Everything just kind of slammed all at once school work wise, and madrigal rehearsels are now starting up. It's kind of stressful, and I don't exactly hand stress well.

Oh well.

I really like when a song I'm addicted to currently comes on the radio. It makes me smile and I can't help but turn it up and sing along in my car. I probably look like an idiot, but who cares?! And yeah, I'm hopelessly addicted to the song Damaged by Danity Kane. It's not my typical style of music AT ALL but it's just so catchy. Plus I watched Making the Band 4 where they were made.

Okay. Back to writing this paper...boo.

Too much.

I hate missing school because I hate having to make things up. Like tests galore and teaching myself math. BOO.

And I don't like having relationship and boy problems on top of it. Or the fact that I totalled my car. And wasted $220 of my parents money for the NYC trip that I could no longer go on after the accident. I don't know. I just kind of feel not so good lately.

Sorry for the lack of posts and then an update with this one. I'll have an insightful post tomorrow.

Huge change of plans...

Yesterday I went to my friends house and around 4:35pm, I decided to leave. It was a beautiful spring day so my windows were open but in no case was I speeding. I decided to take the "short- cut" home instead of traveling 934 and dealing with the after work traffic. Everything was going great until I realized the curve ahead was a lot sharper than I had remembered [and you really couldn't tell from my direction- you can from the other direction and I've traveled that way many times.] My back tires squealed and started going across the yellow lines. I tried to over steer back onto the road but did it way too hard and crashed headfirst into a tree. I didn't black out so I remember everything. Everything is so vivid in my mind and frankly, it's horrible. After the airbags went off, I jumped into the back seat of my car grabbed my cell phone, which was in my camera case, and jumped out of my car. i was freaking out. I called my dad and tried to explain what happened but I was in shock and couldn't' do it justice. A really nice elderly lady came running around the corner and called 911 for me. Shortly after the gentlemen from the house up the street came to help give directions and a house number for the EMT's to come. And then an amazing Army guy came and held my head still and let me rest on him. I didn't realize I was in pain until I sat down. My ribcage hurt, my head hurt and had a bump and scratch. When the EMT's arrived. Everything became a blur. I was having my vitals checked, my neck put in a brace and next thing I know, they're positioning me on a board to load me into the ambulance. I was still in a state of shock-- I had no idea what was going on completely. The guy in the ambulance was really nice. I got oxygen, an IV, and was being monitored constantly. I was told I was being admitted as a trauma patient since I hit headfirst at 40mph into a tree.

After arriving at the hospital, I was put into a room and surrounded by at least 8 people. They pulled off my jeans and cut off my shirt and tank top. I was moved onto a different bed and they checked everything. they hooked me up to an IV and took my blood and all this stuff. Really, it became a blur and I just wanted to see my parents. After a little bit, my parents could come in and check on me. I asked them to call Schane and let him know and ask him to come. I was taken to get CT scans and x-rays. I was admitted for the night and Schane stayed until 9ish. It was a relief and relaxing to have him there. And my mom stayed the night with me. I was on IVs and there just for observations. I'm okay besides my ribcage is really sore and my neck really hurts. I have a cut on my top right forehead, my left hip bone and left ankle. I'm lucky to be alive and that my airbags went off along with me wearing a seat belt. it could have been a lot worse, thank goodness it wasn't.

If you get the Lebanon Daily News there's a picture in the local section of the crash. They didn't mention my name because my dad requested it not be released. It just says a female driver.

Here's three pictures of my car.

Three more to go!

So we pulled off our opening night of musical, suprisingly.
But this last week has been FULL of drama, bitchiness, and bullshit.
And I honestly cannot wait for musical to be over, even though it's my last year.
I'm tired of being called a bitch, being told I'm doing everything wrong, and having my opinion be competely shut down before I even finished my statement. It's ridiculous that someone else's opinion is SO much better than mine, that they make sure to degrade me in the process of enforcing their stupid reasoning. I'm incredibly done with dealing with musical kids.
Oh and 8th graders apparently know me so incredibly well that they can form opinions that I'm a bitch, and a whore because I like two boys and I wear a leotard. (riiiight...)

Anyway! I'm completely exhausted and slept through the majority of my physics class- which probably was a horrible idea but oh well.

Come see Beauty and the Beast tonight or Saturday at 8pm or even Sunday at 3pm!!

Not so Beastly

I'm really sorry for my extreme lack of updating. I have no time to do anything for myself anymore; life is completely consumed by musical. Alas, all of it will be over by Sunday at 9 p.m. and I will have nothing owning my life. THANK GOD.

anyway. you should really come seee Beauty and the Beast at ACHS on either Thursday at 7:30pm, Friday & Saturday at 8pm, or Sunday at 3pm. It'd be really great if you did =]

Kind of like an onion.

Six hours of musical after I threw up all morning and didn't have anything on my stomach was not my idea for a way to spend my Saturday.
But hey, whatever. At least I got sausage pizza and a movie night (Shrek 2!) with a cute boy.

No more Full House, please.

So today turned out semi-okay.
I stayed home sick with pink eye-- really I just look incredibly stoned and the guys (especially Ben) really like to make fun of me. But hey, whatever.
I made delicious blueberry muffins and a cheese omelet since my house decided to lack bacon. =[
Schane came over with an orange cream slush from Sonic to cheer me up. And the guys plan on picking me up after musical is over tonight to hang out until who knows when. So that should be a blast.

In other news: I bought concert tickets about 4 minutes ago. Death Cab for Cutie will be at the Mann Center for Performing Arts in Philly on June 12 and this little chick will most definitely be there!! I'm so excited. It's definitely a good deal and I really like that venue. I saw the Philly Orchestra there last summer with the madrigals crew and really enjoyed it-- well minus the being stuck in traffic for an hour and really having to go to the bathroom.

That's all I really have for now. I guess it's back to more reruns of the lamest shows on television until the boys call. I'll probably have an update later with pictuers from tonights outting.

Pink is not my favorite color.

I think I have pink eye. And I am less than enthused.
I just want antibiotics so my eye stops hurting.
Piece of crap.
In other news; Andes mints are delicious.
And you can crush up saltine crackers into a sand like substance.
AND having 3 study halls a day full of seniors because of PSSA testing is really enjoyable.

I can't wait to graduate.

Save the Whales.

Listen to this song.
I had to listen to it for 4 periods straight.
[and yes Paige, I'm blaming you.]